The biggest lie we tell ourselves is that we are disconnected and on our own.
The greatest work we can ever do is seek to RECONNECT to our source. Whether you call that source God, Angels, Universe, Allah or anything else, the truth is you are connected to that at all times.
You are divinely guided, infinitely loved and absolutely NEVER alone!
Even in the darkest moments of your life, that truth remains.
How do I know? Because in 2020 I fell so deep into that hole I wasn't sure I'd be able to climb back out...
I say conscious because I actually believe we are awakening from the moment we arrive in the world. In fact, some of us arrive awake and then forget who we are but that's for another time...!
I had navigated my way through an Anxiety diagnosis and I had even launched my own business helping others to thrive in spite of their anxiety. As silly as it sounds, I really had started to believe that I had somehow transcended the human experience and that I would live out my days as some enlightened master! Man was I about to have a completely different kind of awakening!
Despite all of this, in the summer of 2020 I found myself curled up in the foetal position, under my duvet, fists clenched and sobs wracking my body. I felt utterly lost. Everything I thought I knew had fallen away. Everything I had ever believed in felt like BS and I was completely questioning everything I had believed to be true about me and my ability to create a real positive change in the world.
I had grown up in a Christian family believing that God was real and that if I just prayed hard enough and did everything right, I would be saved and life would be easy. But here I was in an experience that felt anything BUT that!
At my lowest point I can remember thinking I wasn't intuitive, the signs I thought I was getting from my friend who had passed earlier that year weren't real and that really I was just a very very mentally unwell person. I even remember thinking that everyone around me was aware of this and they just let me believe I was creating something important in the world but really they knew the truth.
Oh and I definitely tried to give in! Except, in that same moment, a small voice inside of me whispered "what would feel better than this?" I remember feeling angry at the question! Who cares what would FEEL better! It's all total rubbish anyway!
I continued to push the question down for a few days after that until eventually I thought what the hell...I'll play! I figured that even though I knew I was a lost cause, it would FEEL better if I could believe that I WAS intuitive, that the signs from my friend WERE real and that I really could make a positive difference in the world. And in that moment that's when I realised...I didn't actually have proof for either scenario! I literally just had the choice to believe one or the other!
So I chose to believe what FELT better - and thank God I did!
From that moment I began to prioritise my own energetic health. I began having regular Energy Healing and Hypnotherapy, I began prioritising my own wellness and happiness above and beyond everything else and I was eventually lead to train with The Sound Reiki Institute where I qualified as a Sound Reiki Master, using my voice to heal myself and others from the inside out!
I believe I was brought through my experience so that I could help others navigate the same path. In fact shortly after that experience, I remember having a very vivid vision of being lowered into a dark hole with a rope around my waist. I felt like I was momentarily lowered back into that experience so that I could truly remember how it feels to feel that lost. As lovely as it was skipping through my life believing I was untouchable, it stopped me from being able to communicate authentically with those people I was here to help.
So this is where I'm supposed to tell you that Sound Reiki changed everything and all my problems were solved and I skipped off into the sunset driving my Ferrari and wiping my butt with my bank notes...
But I won't tell you that. I can't tell you that! Firstly I don't have a Ferrari...not sure I'd want one anyway, and as for wiping my butt with bank notes...that just raises way too many hygiene issues for me to get into here!
I learned a truly valuable lesson through all of this, and that is that the purpose of our spiritual journey is not to save us from the pain and suffering of the human existence. It’s so that we can stay grounded in those times so we keep going.
Our sole purpose above and beyond all else is to never give up!
Which brings me to MY purpose - aside from what I just shared...
I am here to make sure that YOU don't give up! Because you came here for a PURPOSE! There is a REASON you are living and breathing on planet earth at this point in time and it sure as shit isn't so that you can spend your days feeling stressed out, frustrated and overwhelmed constantly questioning who you are and why you're here!
Sing To Heal Ltd exists because it is IMPERATIVE you remember who you truly are so you can help those you came here to help and so they can help you - because by the way? This whole guru vibe that's been rocking and rolling for a few years now is SOOO not it!
I believe in the power of community and collaboration! I believe that we stand shoulder to shoulder with each other, each of our unique gifts perfectly complimenting the next one and the next and so on. I believe we have as much to give as we have to take.
And more than anything I believe in YOU and in US!
Together we rise. Together we are stronger!
Today's SoulChild Healing surprised me the most because what I thought was holding me back wasn't it at all. I choose joy and ease of flow in my life again after seeing choices/lessons that keep coming up throughout my life.
Working with Lilli has created a doorway into a new level of transformation through her beautiful voice combined with the power of energy healing. Her coaching skills and understanding of what is most needed as we navigate life at this time, opens up new realms of possibilities that were previously hidden, obscured or undiscovered.
I can’t get enough of Lilli’s voice notes in the current Cocoon. She and the other beautiful souls are helping me birth the next iteration of me through the Cocoon Womb of my deepest potential!
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